"Arms" - Christina Perri

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvbErM6ZTBA&feature=share&list=SPBE77ADCBD45DE5B5

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

I Believe -Christina Perri

Published on Feb 4, 2013

i wrote this song for the twloha shows and for anyone who might be in a bad place right now... (lyrics below)

(Original) Written by C. Perri, D. Hodges

i believe if i knew where i was going i'd lose my way
i believe that the words that he told you are not your grave
i know that we are not the weight of all our memories
i believe in the things that i am afraid to say
hold on, hold on

i believe in the lost possibilities you can't see
i believe that the darkness reminds us where light can be
i know that your heart is still beating beating darling
i believe that you fell so you would land next to me

i have been where you are before
i have felt the pain of losing who you are
i have died so many times
but i am still alive

i believe that tomorrow is stronger than yesterday
i believe that your head is the only thing in your way
i wish that you could see your scars turn in to beauty
i believe that today it's ok to be not ok
hold on, hold on

this is not the end of me, this is the beginning
hold on
i am still alive

06 Februari 2013 Makbul

Lihat
sana
situ
mana
sana

oooh situ
nampak
tak nampak
nampak
oooh nampak

pasti
tidak
lihat lagi
oooh pasti

benar benar benar
ada di situ

dilihat sehingga hilang
daripada pandangan...

*Makbul ?!
Niat dan doa sememangnya di dengar Allah, maka doalah yang terbaik. Sabar, sabar, sabar. Hanya Allah yang akan menilai dan membantu dan memakbulkan...

9.51-9.53malam
WM

06 Januari 2013 Juara Lagu 2013 'Terukir Di Bintang'

Yuna semasa semifinal 2012



Aizat gantikan Yuna yang sedang sibuk buat rakaman album baru di US



Video klip rasmi



Video klip tak rasmi yang memulanya aku ingat kan rasmi :P

06 Januari 2013 AJL: Teman Pengganti -Black & RJ dan Ku Akui-Hafiz

Lagu dan lirik ciptaan Malique too phat

Doesn't mean anything - Alicia Keys

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a careBut if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there'Cause it's over, that just won't be fair
Darling, rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat'Cause I don't want no pie if I have to cry'Cause it's over when you said goodbye
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surpriseBeing alone will make you realizeWhen it's over, all in love is fair
I shoulda been thereI shoulda been thereI shoulda, shoulda
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
I know I pushed you away, what can I do that wouldSave our loveTake these material things, they don't mean nothingIt's you that I want
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
I shoulda been thereI shoulda been thereI shoulda, shoulda
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone

01 Januari 2013 Selamat Tahun Baru

Sudah di hari baru, di bulan baru, tahun baru

Aku dan bonda di rumah sahaja.
Nonton tv, ngadap pc, bercakap degnan kucing-kucing.
Rencana nak keluar tidak jadi.

Esok kerja. Hari baru tahun baru.
Mmmmmm....

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU, 2013

Semoga tahun ini dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik, kehidupan yang lebih diberkati dan ceria, kebijakan, kebahagiaan dan diredhaiNya. Untuk Ku, Ibuku, Adikku, Keluargaku, Sahabat-sahabatku, dan semua umat Manusia yang ada di muka bumi ini.
Bagi yang telah tiada, insyaAllah semuanya masih diingatan dan hatiku, cuma memang adakala tidak tersebut, terziarah, maafkan ku... Doa untuk kalian tetap dariku, semoga Allah mengampunkan segala dosa dan mengkurniakan limpahan rahmat kepadamu, seandainya ada yang aku tidak terucap kata maaf, aku mohon maaf di atas kesalahanku (walau mungkin tidak sempat diterima :(  ), dan aku turut memaafkan kalian dan menghalalkan segala apa yang berlaku di antara kita,

01 Januari 2013 Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars Light up my room
I sit by myself 
Talking to the Moon.
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know What I know
Cause when the Sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back
Ohhh

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...
Do you ever hear me calling
(Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...)
Ho hou ho ho hou

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Tari Lagu Hati -Asmidar

suka sangat lagu ni!

13 November 2012 Di Sa'adan, Toraja dan ke Rantepao

Akhirnya kami semua tiba jua di Sa'adan.

Di bawa ke perkarangan rumah adat menuju ke sebuah pondok. Ada banyak pondok-pondok yang dibina termasuklah rumah padi. Ramai juga mereka yang hadir ke majlis kematian itu. Ramai yang pulang kampung, dari jauh mereka datang, termasuklah keluarga dari Singapura.

Di tengah-tengah perkarangan rumah adat dan pondok-pondok, terdapat banyak korban-korban yang akan disembelih.... tidak halal ye. Itulah pertama kali aku lalu di celah-celahan kerbau yang bertanduk tajam! Jika tidak mengikut syarat-syarat Islam untuk menyembelih-tentunya haram dimakan, kan.
Tetapi bukan sahaja kerbau yang akan disembelih, tetapi termasuk juga cik babs juga ye. Banyak sekali! Pertama kali aku melihat bagaimana mereka mengerang, mungkin kerana tahu mereka akan dikorbankan! Bagaimana mereka menyondol tanah, makan, dll.

Hampir kesemua yang hadir berpakaian hitam, menghormati majlis.
Sanak saudara si mati akan berjalan keliling pondok-pondok dan rumah adat kemudian berkumpul di sebuah pondok besar. oooppss teringat insiden yang berlaku kepada kami bertiga.

Tengahari itu kami bertiga makan serunding dan roti yang dibekalkan Bonda, manakala yang lain-lain warga Toraja, makanlah apa yang dihidangkan oleh orang kampung.

Dihujung upacara tengahari itu, kami pun beranjak pulang bersama Peter dan kawan-kawan menaiki Kijang. Sewaktu jalan keluar dari kampung Sa'adan 2 orang anak remaja berpaut di belakang Kijang kami. Wah anak-anak ini, berani sungguh! Hanya berdiri dan berpaut di Kijang, ish dahlah laluan di situ cerun-cerun dan gaung-gaung. Beraniii , alah bisa tegal biasa bukan!

Petang itu, setibanya di pekan Rantepao kami pun membeli tiket bas pulang ke Makassar malam nanti. Bonda pada mulanya ingin bermalam di Rantepao, tetapi setelah bincang, kami pun pulang juga malam itu. Kemudian kami diturunkan di Masjid Rantepao.

Rehat, solat di situ. Kemudian cari kedai makan! heheheh terjumpa juga kedai makan jawa berdekatan masjid di situ. Aku makan apa ye ? Mmmm kena cari gambar (dah hampir sebulan lalu ya, kala aku menaip blog ni).

Sementara tunggu malam, aku dan Kak Inda, meronda-ronda pekan. Pekan ini pekan kecil, jadi wajah kami nampak sahaja seperti orang luar - adakala mereka meneka kami orang Jakarta atau pun Malaysia.
Sedang kami berjalan-jalan, tiba-tiba di hon.  Hohohoho rupanya orang kampung Sa'adan, yang memandu Kijang yang lagi satu (pemandu yang bawa Kijang ku orang lain). :P

Ya sememangnya ku rasa, walau di mana pun,  keramahan/kemesraan orang kampung sangat berbeza dengan orang yang telah menetap di bandar. Lain-lain-lain.
Entahlah...
Siapa yang lebih cepat curiga ? Siapa yang lebih cepat terasa ? Siapa yang lebih cepat berkira ? Siapa yang lebih mementingkan diri sendiri ? Aku tidak berkata atau menuding kepada sesiapa, aku sendiri juga punya kelemahan.

8.30 malam kami pun masuk ke perut bas, 8.50malam kami berangkat pulang ke Makassar!
Selamat tinggal Toraja! Jika ada kesempatan kami datang lagi...
Makassar, sambut kami pulang ya!