14 November 2013 Makassar, kami tiba

Akhirnya kami tiba di Makassar pagi itu. Ke hotel yang kami tinggalkan beg, tetapi sayang, mereka tidak 'reserve' kan bilik yang kami ingin menginap. Mmmm kami angkut bagasi kami dan bertanya ke hostel di seberang jalan yang sekangkang kera tu.
Huh! Wujur ada kosong.

Ok kami nginap saja di situ, rehat-rehat dahulu setelah semalaman di dalam bas.

Jam 10.30 pagi kami ke Bank Indonesia ;) Bonda mahu tukar duit di situ. Alhamdulillah, duit lama bonda masih laku untuk ditukar.

Selepas itu kami ke pusat membeli-belah baru, naik beca. Kesian pula tengok pak beca tu mengayuh. Huhuhuhh...
Makan tengahari di situ, selepas itu ke Gramedia. Apa lagi cari bukulah, sempat lagi aku mendaftar ahli Gramedia. Yelah kan tiap-tiap tahun ke Indonesia, aku pasti cari Gramedia.

Lepas tu kami pulang ke hostel, rehat dulu....

Petangnya kami naik beca lagi, jalan-jalan tepi laut. Makan pisang epe, sambil melihat matahari terbenam.
Kemudian kami menyusuri tebing laut sehingga ke mercu tanda Losari. Berfoto-fotoan dahulu, selepas itu kami makan ikan bakar.

Pulang lagi naik beca dan zzzzz......

02 November 2013 Apa khabar blog ku ?

Argghhhh lamanya tidak menulis....
Rindu pada blog sendiri.
Rindu hendak menulis.

Apa yang menjadi kekangan saya ?
Hmmm...

Pulang rumah selalunya saya ingin berehat sahaja.
Tidak buka komputer. Sudah lama tidak membaca buku cerita. Mengelak menonton cerita yang akan buat saya 'stress' seperti cerita-cerita yang akan buat saya geram dan sedih ? :P

Saya hanya ingin rehat. ZZZZZ.....

Nikos Vertis-Den m'agapas

;

you're throwing away a life like smithereens
Μια ζωή σα θρύψαλα σκορπίζεις
mia zoi sa thripsalla skorpizis

and you make me return to my lonelιness
και στην ερημιά μου με γυρίζεις
ke stin erimia mou girizis

you're joining another course, you make me suffer... why
παίρνεις άλλο δρόμο, σε μένα δίνεις πόνο... Γιατί
pernis alo dromo, se mena dinis pono ... giati

I wanna give (me) an answer
Θέλω μια απάντηση να δώσεις
thelo mian apantisi na doseis

I don't care if you'll hurt me
δε με νοιάζει κι αν θα με πληγώσεις
de me niazi ki an tha me pligosis

I bilieved in you but everything was a lie ... why
πίστεψα σε σένα μα όλα ήταν ψέμα... Γιατί
pistepsa se sena ma ola itan psema... giati

You don't love me, and every dream i had done for us
Δε μ' αγαπάς, κι όσα όνειρα είχα για μας
de m'agapas, ki osa onira icha gia mas

you throw them away like it was dust
σαν τη στάχτη σκορπάς
san ti stachti skorpas

You don't talk to me, you answer to my "Whys?" with silence
Δε μου μιλάς, στα Γιατί με σιωπή μ' απαντάς
de mou milas, sta giati me siopi mapantas

you hurt me even more
πιο πολύ με πονάς
pio poli me ponas

You closed your heart's door for me
Μου 'κλεισες την πόρτα της καρδιάς σου
mou klises tin porta tis kardias sou

i feel a stranger in your arms
νιώθω ξένος μεσ' την αγκαλιά σου
miotho xenos mes tin aggalia sou

now, you don't care where bitterness' drives me... why
τώρα δε σε νοιάζει, η πίκρα που με βγάζει... Γιατί
tora de se niazi, i pikra pou me vgazi... giati

My heart has broken into pieces
Η καρδιά μου έγινε κομμάτια
i kardia mou egine komatia

but i still saw your cold eyes
κι όμως είδα τα ψύχρα σου μάτια
ki omos ida ta psichra sou matia

looking fake and not shading a tear... why
ψεύτικα να μοιάζουν και δάκρυα να μη στάζουν... Γιατί
pseftika na miazoun kai dakria na mi stazoun .... giati

************

You Don't Love Me

One life, like fragments you scatter
And to my loneliness you return me
You take another road, give me pain, why?
I just want you to give one answer
I don't care if you hurt me
I believed in you, but it was all lies, why?

You don't love me
And all the dreams I had for us, you scatter like ashes
You don't talk to me
To "why" you answer with silence, hurting me more

You closed off the door to your heart
I feel like a stranger in your arms
Now you don't care for the bitterness that takes me, why?
My heart turned into pieces
Yet I saw your cold eyes
Looking fake, and not shedding a tear, why?

Adagio- Lara Fabian

Lagu Adagio dalam bahasa inggeris....

I don't know where to find you
I don't know how to reach you
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel you under my skin
Within my heart and my soul
I wait for you
Adagio
All of these nights without you
All of my dreams surround you
I see and I touch your face
I fall into your embrace
When the time is right I know
You'll be in my arms
Adagio
I close my eyes and I find a way
No need for me to pray
I've walked so far
I've fought so hard
Nothing more to explain
I know all that remains
Is a piano that plays
If you know where to find me
If you know how to reach me
Before this light fades away
Before I run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you'll hear my heart
That you'll give your life
Forever you'll stay
Don't let this light fade away
Don't let me run out of faith
Be the only man to say
That you believe, make me believe
You won't let go
Adagio

Cinta Sejati- Bunga Citra Lestari (OST. Ainun & Habibie)

Aku tidak pernah bertemu mereka. Cuma mendengar nama mereka disebut-sebut ibuku.... Filem ini juga aku masih belum kutonton. Akan kucari filem ini, tentunya!

Manakala hati menggeliat mengusik renungan
Mengulang kenangan saat cinta menemui cinta
Suara sang malam dan siang seakan berlagu
Dapat aku dengar rindumu memanggil namaku

Saat aku tak lagi di sisimu
Ku tunggu kau di keabadian
Aku tak pernah pergi, selalu ada di hatimu
Kau tak pernah jauh, selalu ada di dalam hatiku

Sukmaku berteriak, menegaskan ku cinta padamu
Terima kasih pada maha cinta menyatukan kita
Saat aku tak lagi di sisimu
Ku tunggu kau di keabadian
Cinta kita melukiskan sejarah

Menggelarkan cerita penuh suka cita
Sehingga siapa pun insan Tuhan
Pasti tahu cinta kita sejati
Saat aku tak lagi di sisimu

Ku tunggu kau di keabadian
Cinta kita melukiskan sejarah
Menggelarkan cerita penuh suka cita
Sehingga siapa pun insan Tuhan

Pasti tahu cinta kita sejati
Lembah yang berwarna
Membentuk melekuk memeluk kita
Dua jiwa yang melebur jadi satu
Dalam kesunyian cinta

Cinta kita melukiskan sejarah
Menggelarkan cerita penuh suka cita
Sehingga siapa pun insan Tuhan
Pasti tahu cinta kita sejati

"Adagio" -Il Divo & Lara Fabian

                                                                            [URS]

Non so dove trovarti
Non so come cercarti

[DAVID]
Ma sento una voce che
Nel vento parla di te

[SEB]
Quest'anima senza cuore
Aspetta te
Adagio

[CARLOS]
Le notti senza pelle
I sogni senza stelle

[DAVID & URS]
Immagini del tuo viso
Che passano all'improvviso

[SEB]
Mi fanno sperare ancora
Che ti troverò
Adagio

[Chorus]
Chiudo gli occhi e vedo te
Trovo il cammino che
Mi porta via
Dall'agonia

[URS & SEB]
Sento battere in me
Questa musica che
Ho inventato per te

[Chorus]
Se sai come trovarmi
Se sai dove cercarmi
Abbracciami con la mente
Il sole mi sembra spento
Accendi il tuo nome in cielo

[CARLOS]
Dimmi che ci sei

[DAVID]
Quello che vorrei

[Chorus]
Vivere in te

[Chorus]
Il sole mi sembra spento
Abbracciami con la mente
Smarrita senza di te

[CARLOS - Chorus]
Dimmi chi sei e ci crederò
Musica sei
Adagio

"The Power Of Love (La Fuerza Mayor)"- Il Divo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fN49TItkdQ&feature=share&list=UUhVuPQl-tshU_jbO_w789yw

Yo te protegeré de tus miedos
Soy tu príncipe azul
Angel del cielo
No hay más que temer
Hoy como ayer siempre
Me vas a tener

Solo importa tu amor 
Dámelo aquí estoy

[Chorus:]
La fuerza mayor está en el amor
Es interior
La meta es darlo de veras
Mostrarlo sin razón
Con el corazón

Yo prometo que te cuidaré
Y para amarte solo viviré
Cuando triste estés allí estaré
Con este inmenso amor que yo siento por ti
Y nunca llorarás
Tú serás lo único

[Chorus]

Amar es compresión
Es dar completo el corazón
Es besarnos perdonarnos
Es un tesoro un gran regalo

Solo importa tu amor
Dámelo aquí estoy

[Chorus 2x]

"Wicked Game (Melanchonia)" - Il Divo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvLTgk3CNDg&feature=share&list=UUhVuPQl-tshU_jbO_w789yw

Senza di te non vedo più cieli blu [Without you I can not see blue skies]
Senza di te il sole non brilla più [Without you the sun no longer shines]
Mai mi aspettavo di amare una donna così [I never expected to love a woman so]
Mai mi aspettavo di avere paura così [I never expected to be afraid]

Lassù quanta melanconia [There's much melancholy]
Lassù quanta melanconia [There's much melancholy]
Dentro me [Inside me]

Per mille notti sai e mille giorni ormai [For a thousand nights and a thousand days now you know]
Non faccio altro che pensare fisso a te [All I do is hard to think of you]
Per mille notti tu non mi rispondi più [For a thousand nights you do not answer me more]
Per mille giorni ormai risposte non ne hai [For a thousand days now you do not have answers]

Ah quanta melanconia [Oh how melancholy]
Lassù quanta melanconia [There's much melancholy]
Per te [for you]
Per te [for you]

Senza di te non vedo più cieli blu [Without you I can not see blue skies]
Senza di te il sole non brilla più [Without you the sun no longer shines]
Mai mi aspettavo di amare una donna così [I never expected to love a woman so]
Mai mi aspettavo di avere paura così [I never expected to be afraid]

Quanta melanconia [much melancholy]
Lassù quanta melanconia [There much melancholy]
Per te [For you]
quanta melanconia [much melancholy]
Per te [for you]
quanta melanconia [much melancholy]
Per te [for you]
Melanconia… per te [melancholy for you]

"Unbreak My Heart (Regresa A Mi)" -Il Divo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8bHXETolPg&feature=share&list=UUhVuPQl-tshU_jbO_w789yw

No me abandones así
hablando sólo de ti.
Ven y devuelveme al fin
la sonrisa que se fue.
Una vez más tocar tu piel
el hondo suspirar.
Recuperemos lo que se ha perdido.

Regresa a mí,
quéreme otra vez,
borra el dolor
que al irte me dio
cuando te separaste de mí.
Dime que sí
Ya no quiero llorar,
regresa a mí.

Extraño el amor que se fue,
extraña la dicha también.
Quiero que vengas a mí
y me vuelvas s querer.
No puedo más si tú no estás,
tienes que llegar.
Mi vida se apaga sin ti a mi lado.

[Chorus]

No me abandonas así,
hablando sólo de ti.
Devuelveme la pasión de tus brazos.

[Chorus]

A thousand years- Christina Perri 2011 + 2012

Breaking Dawn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00&feature=share&list=SPBE77ADCBD45DE5B5

Breaking Dawn 2

http://youtu.be/Am9rvhUTrpA

Feat. Steve Kazee

"A Thousand Years"
(from "The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 1" soundtrack)

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Published on Nov 19, 2012

From the Twlight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 2 Soundtrack

The day we met Frozen, I held my breath Right from the start 
Knew that I found a home
For my Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you 

Darling don't be afraid 

I have loved you for a thousand years 

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you 

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years 

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

"Arms" - Christina Perri

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvbErM6ZTBA&feature=share&list=SPBE77ADCBD45DE5B5

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

I Believe -Christina Perri

Published on Feb 4, 2013

i wrote this song for the twloha shows and for anyone who might be in a bad place right now... (lyrics below)

(Original) Written by C. Perri, D. Hodges

i believe if i knew where i was going i'd lose my way
i believe that the words that he told you are not your grave
i know that we are not the weight of all our memories
i believe in the things that i am afraid to say
hold on, hold on

i believe in the lost possibilities you can't see
i believe that the darkness reminds us where light can be
i know that your heart is still beating beating darling
i believe that you fell so you would land next to me

i have been where you are before
i have felt the pain of losing who you are
i have died so many times
but i am still alive

i believe that tomorrow is stronger than yesterday
i believe that your head is the only thing in your way
i wish that you could see your scars turn in to beauty
i believe that today it's ok to be not ok
hold on, hold on

this is not the end of me, this is the beginning
hold on
i am still alive

06 Februari 2013 Makbul

Lihat
sana
situ
mana
sana

oooh situ
nampak
tak nampak
nampak
oooh nampak

pasti
tidak
lihat lagi
oooh pasti

benar benar benar
ada di situ

dilihat sehingga hilang
daripada pandangan...

*Makbul ?!
Niat dan doa sememangnya di dengar Allah, maka doalah yang terbaik. Sabar, sabar, sabar. Hanya Allah yang akan menilai dan membantu dan memakbulkan...

9.51-9.53malam
WM

06 Januari 2013 Juara Lagu 2013 'Terukir Di Bintang'

Yuna semasa semifinal 2012



Aizat gantikan Yuna yang sedang sibuk buat rakaman album baru di US



Video klip rasmi



Video klip tak rasmi yang memulanya aku ingat kan rasmi :P

06 Januari 2013 AJL: Teman Pengganti -Black & RJ dan Ku Akui-Hafiz

Lagu dan lirik ciptaan Malique too phat

Doesn't mean anything - Alicia Keys

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a careBut if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there'Cause it's over, that just won't be fair
Darling, rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat'Cause I don't want no pie if I have to cry'Cause it's over when you said goodbye
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surpriseBeing alone will make you realizeWhen it's over, all in love is fair
I shoulda been thereI shoulda been thereI shoulda, shoulda
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
I know I pushed you away, what can I do that wouldSave our loveTake these material things, they don't mean nothingIt's you that I want
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone
I shoulda been thereI shoulda been thereI shoulda, shoulda
All at onceI had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingNow that you're gone
From aboveSeems I had it allBut it doesn't mean anythingSince you're gone

01 Januari 2013 Selamat Tahun Baru

Sudah di hari baru, di bulan baru, tahun baru

Aku dan bonda di rumah sahaja.
Nonton tv, ngadap pc, bercakap degnan kucing-kucing.
Rencana nak keluar tidak jadi.

Esok kerja. Hari baru tahun baru.
Mmmmmm....

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU, 2013

Semoga tahun ini dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik, kehidupan yang lebih diberkati dan ceria, kebijakan, kebahagiaan dan diredhaiNya. Untuk Ku, Ibuku, Adikku, Keluargaku, Sahabat-sahabatku, dan semua umat Manusia yang ada di muka bumi ini.
Bagi yang telah tiada, insyaAllah semuanya masih diingatan dan hatiku, cuma memang adakala tidak tersebut, terziarah, maafkan ku... Doa untuk kalian tetap dariku, semoga Allah mengampunkan segala dosa dan mengkurniakan limpahan rahmat kepadamu, seandainya ada yang aku tidak terucap kata maaf, aku mohon maaf di atas kesalahanku (walau mungkin tidak sempat diterima :(  ), dan aku turut memaafkan kalian dan menghalalkan segala apa yang berlaku di antara kita,

01 Januari 2013 Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars Light up my room
I sit by myself 
Talking to the Moon.
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know What I know
Cause when the Sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back
Ohhh

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...
Do you ever hear me calling
(Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...)
Ho hou ho ho hou

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away